la joi de vivre

i browsed some blogs and i noted many bloggers is in the autumn mood. the typical sentence was a "i am not dead, but i am busy". i left more comments, but i am getting into the fact that this blog belongs to lifting my mood and my bunny.

this morning i didn't want to wake up and write this diary. i would write some mails. i like this phrase: "every day is a new day". nina simon sing about it: "yeah, its a new dawn its a new day its a new life for me ooooooooh". today i haven't had any breakfest not yet. it could be a fresh summer morning and i would go out for flowers and to bakery for bread. i could come back and be fresh and brew tea and get the bread with marmelade. yeah. i could write a short story or go for a walk. maybe, i could go swimm or to fitness. but now is autumn. i am dreaming and i am fine. i remember i got the white rose at friday, i was delighted, but i left her in wine room. i am sad a bit, cause my rosemallow had been ill and died. on summer this flower was beautiful, having in bud. let's start a new day and joi de vivre.

meeting the dormouse

i posted about ten comments. i look for some new friends and i think that it is the good way of making friends. the browsing users is easier on myspace, but i hope i will successful and someone leaves me a message. thank.

i would like to share with you my delicious meeting. last summer i was camping with my cousin (this expirience wasn't delicious at all). one day after a hike i sat on my mat in a green near a hedgerow and was typing a message for my boyfriend. suddenly, i saw the very cute little animal, which didn't fear me (i didn't move). common dormouse nice-little-black-eyed started nibbling a leaf, which had in his little paws. this paws were similar to hands (you can see on the pic). it was really pretty to watching this little creature. when i was ten years old, i was gifted with russian dwarf hamsters. this dormouse reminded me of my hamsters. i think that this meeting was the most beautiful i saw on holiday. enjoy it with me!
now i am drinking my favorite juice. and looking foward to having a shower and to applying olive oil hair mask. just relaxing. it's sunday.

about my pink dreams

this week i am doing almost nothing. every day i am a few hours in my job, i wake up at midday, but evening i come back really tired. i am depressed from my disability and my look. foolish. even i wished to buy a deep red nail polish and paint my toenails. i depended on it that this activity lifts my mood. i browse kate moss pictures too and i save some perfect styles. yesterday evening my mood rose 100 percent, cause i hited myheritage web - comparing your photo with photos of celebrities. it takes me monica bellucci. i viewed her nice pictures, which gave me feeling the beauty and energy. unusual.

this time i allow my office to press me and behave rationally. i don't smile a lot now. i don't look in the mirror, i am bussy. the nice face isn't everything, but the face mirrors your worries and negative character. feeling comfortable all day that i would get it. the carnegie's book don't take effect on me so far. i read it second time!
this secret diary is my secret chamber. i will write my ideas and elegies, which i am afraid to write elsewhere. cause this problems are similar legally blonde's problems. simply trivialities, which wouldn't me absolutely occupy as an intelligent woman.